As usual I woke up and asked myself why in the world I was doing this, and then I crossed the finish line and my memory was refreshed. I was just a little bugged that we were supposed to be there at 4:45am and freeze our butts off when the race didn't start until 7:00am. I've noticed from the two times that I've run this race that it could use a little more organization, and a few more porta potties at the start too. My friend was brave enough to go in the bushes, but I held out until after the race was over.
I ran my fastest post-baby half-marathon today. (I have to separate my running times into pre-baby and post-baby so I don't feel too bad when I come in 10 minutes slower than my fastest half marathon time.) I ran 8 minutes faster than my first half-marathon this summer, and two minutes faster than the Bryce Canyon half-marathon. I came in at 1:45. I am happy that I'm slowly improving my times, but I felt WAY too good at the end of this race which meant that I should have ran faster.
I couldn't help being a little disappointed in myself for not pushing harder. (I do have an excuse if I may. My ankle was acting really weird and my foot kept wanting to land on the pavement in awkward positions. I had to really concentrate on making my foot hit the pavement straight. This actually happens A LOT to me during distance races. Never during training, but all the time during races. What is wrong with me? Anyone know? I need to talk to a physical therapist) However, looking on the bright side, at least I felt GOOD at the end of the race, and still improved my time. According to Scott I ran the perfect pace because I still felt great when I crossed the finish line. He likes it when I'm still happy and energetic after a race rather than sick and wasted. Go figure? I think I actually prefer to cross the finish line feeling like crap becasue then I know I gave it EVERY LAST BIT inside me, so I can't have any regrets. I'm used to feeling like I'm going to puke when I cross the finish line, and it takes at least two hours for me to even want to LOOK at food or think about eating. After this race I just stopped and thought, "It's over already? I don't feel crappy enough yet." Then I went straight over to the food and loaded up my plate with some pancakes and watermelon. That was another sign to me that I definitely didn't push myself hard enough.
I was so close to being under an average of 8 minute mile pace and I know I had enough in me to push a little bit harder and get it, but I didn't. I realize though that I will ALWAYS have thoughts about what I could have done better at the end of each race. That's what keeps me motivated to keep running more races! I am so competitive with myslef, and since I'm never going to be 100% satisfied with the outcome of any race, I continue to sign-up for more and more races hoping that I take what I learned from the last race and improve a little bit. (this was my 11th half-marathon) The awesome thing about distance running is that you're really only competing against yourself.
Here are a few pictures from the race today:
This is me waving to my FAVORITE person and #1 fan about 45 seconds before I crossed the finish line. This picture is proof about what I said above. I look way too happy to be that close to the finish line. I'm supposed to look like I want to die like I usually do. That's how I know if I ran as fast as I could.
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Andi, you look great in those pictures. I think that is the best way to know that you ran a perfect race, like Scott said. You should be patting yourself on the back for running a fantastic time and not killing yourself. WAY TO GO! You're the best.
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